Hi about my account on www.gamingload.ucoz.com I want it deleted. I feel so bad about it all the way I have been and how I have been able to to betray my husband the way I did. Yes I am married . On top of all that I have been such a great liar, especially to Infernum, the way I have been with him has always been fake. I do have a husband, and I am his,only his. I could never be someone elses nor want to be that. I may have been after my enjoyment only. after someone to join me with my games, forgetting that when day this all will be over.And I am greatly happy that it is.

I have been lying alot especially about my dad and family. But just now, today I am awaken and I know now what way I should go. Like I said I want my account deleted. The way my family has treated me has always been great. They always cared about me and what I want. I dont remember them trying to make me feel bad, especially my dad. I dont think without him I could be the way I am today. I am happy to have hm and my family around me. Living haooy the way we always did. I want to say sorry for them, my dad and husband. I want to be a better person who live in a real lovely world, not fake.

Hi, VioAdmin I message you to ask for my account on www.Narutocommunity.net to get deleted,not banned but deleted. I want it to dissappear from the Net. I feel bad about it. I am married and I have been doing great at betraying him, my husband and also been great at lying about stuff abiut my family and dad. But just today I have been awaken to see what way I should go. Like I said I want y account deleted. The way my family has treated me has always been graet so I want to say sorry to them especially my dad and husband. I also want to wash whatever I have done,said on your forums since its just a bunch of lies and fake stuff.


To those who read this please I want you to forward it to www.gamingload.ucoz.com to Danny and Infernum.

nice one...liked the last part "I Wonder, What Is It You Do For Me?"

enough.....u guys was really so damn good at getting out of topic....and yea Archine case is now closed...just dont pick on him again....

I think I was really so obvious with saying....u have to put examples of what u gonna talk baout....not like what u guys have done so far ...and this is about Mods I think....a memeber come and say mouri u did so and so and so....I replay back...I dont need all the memebers to jump for me like how u all did for Archine.

I understand ur feelings about this...but try to control urself dammit....I still havnt gone throu the whole topic...but I can clearly see the problems that went on bc of it...and another thing....u dont need to come and say "u mods are great"...not accepted....and do not come say..."u guys are boring" with no proof or nothing.....and I dont understand why do u have to fight actually...u say stuff to the mod he have the right to answer u other shut up...and also same goes for the memebers u dont come here saying yea yea I agree with Danny or I agree with Zeriah....it <_<

I will read throu the topic and delete all unwanted spam posts...and hope u know got how this should be ....well let me put it this way


using Matt as an example

Bad example:

Matt: I think Mouri is an annoying mod she jumps on topics saying do that and that..she also spams and tries to act cool...I dunno why she is even made a mod....she really suck

Mouri: Damn u Matt....What the f*** are u talking about .. stop acting like an idiot....<_< ...

Good example:

Matt: I think Mouri is kinda annoying when she jumps and tells us to this and that on top of all that she spams too and tells us not to spam...like how she does in here (put ur example)

Mouri: ohh...I didnt mean to be annoying...I will try to avoid that..

Simple like that......

U dont get it read Dannys post in the first page...its the only one that is really on topic and I am so satisfied with the way its made..



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watch ur posts from now on....any thing out off topic, flamming, and "<3 u guys" posts. The member will be warned.

And I am saying it again....dont try to be a lawyer for the mod...he gets attacked by some facts he replies...no one jumps in.



And yea...sorry for the huge Archie case...sorry Archine..I didnt meant it to go this far <_<...I knew some ppl got things against u...but this went a way to far....

sorry...

and if what I said now wont work at all....the I will have to close the topic >_<!


-Edit-

Matt, Zeriah, Chaos and Kitty are in my list...anything bad from u...u get warned...u tell me u care less...I can ban...


and if u guys feel like contniuing all this go to the trash section <_< ....40 posts is already deleted


-Topic Cleaned-

" mouri didnt particularly like pip as she was bringing her up on the mistakes, understandably"

Archine please do not talk like if u know what I think......keep me out of topic

sorry this is really out of topic but I REALLY want to know how old are u archine?





Being a friend with an emo can be hard...but not bad

-Hugs Infer from behind- here is ur girl

Archine - I dont like posting my own problems online...I am just giving an example of how sad ppl can be and why since Zeriah and Matt keep saying that Emoes are just acting to be sad to be cool (somthing like that) and I am poiting at the fact that not every Emo is so....at least the ones I know got their reasons...


I dont tolerate ppl that acts to be sad to get attention..


And yea being a friend with an Emo isnt easy... but u should not look at him/her as a weird person ...look at them normally .....maybe the best part is to understand them well enough...deep inside...not if she/he told u my bf/gf break out with me u take it just like "bleh...<_<...so stupid"
She/He may be really affected of a lil thing like that ....and if u think that being a friend with an Emo is just a BAD! thing....then just leave it...avoid Emos <_<

"The kid" what kid...I hope u dont mean kitty... <_<

Anyway I just wanted to say that mods do not necsarry have to post around a moderate in front of u all...some of them just moderate in silently...

-coughs- I didnt say its a topic to express ur love for mods...so thats out of topic...please stay on it

-3posts deleted T_T-




thats just what I said I dont want here....u say stuff with no example nor proof...bad post.

as for Danny he got the best post here....facts with examples and proofs...

once again I saying I dont want the topic to have a bunch of pages with no-sense posts. please.

Well .... I think its time for such a topic to be made...and I have got A ALOT of reasons to say so.....(this is suggested by other members around including me)

Some mods thinks that we here are kind of "Gods" and that u dont have the right to say a word agaisnt us and if u do u get warned and threated for ban.
And alot of stuff happens throu PMs and sometimes in the Kage Place where u guys cant actually see it.

Well just pointing at the fact we works here for the memeber....not here to be or act cool.

And Mods can also express themselves against mods here too...instead of putting it in the kage place where no one than mods can read it..

well before posting u have to make sure that

1- u dont come with no-sense stuff like "Salar Suck, I hate him!!" such stuff are not allowed and u get a warn for them spamming+flaming
2- Put facts in ur posts of why so and so
3- Examples and screenies are appricated
4- This is not a place to fight....so dont go all crazy...try to be more into topic.

To Mods:

1- Try not to "hate" members for what they express
2- Dont flame members back
3- no ban or warn allowed if u dont have a specific reason
4- Do not close the Topic just bc u dont like it

(Rules are open for changes)

Well to what Zeriah is saying about a Culture…like emo culture I agree…not with the most… Being sad is not something u would like to bc its cool <_<….maybe some ppl think so fine…I call them stupid..But well if u have unsolved problems what so?

1-Lets take something like marrying someone u don’t like where u have to share your body and all and u cant break it out bc u may affect urself and others badly
2-Getting a fu*** up dad that treats u like a girl and not like his daughter (use ur brain to get what I mean here)
3-Having a police case that wont be solved anytime soon
4-Whoever u love turns to be a failure totally and ass and a liar

Etc

Well I don’t feel like continuing putting more reasons…but if u need more I don’t mind putting them…so tell me how do u solve this problem its not something time can erase or that can be forgotten no matter what u do. On top of all that u can’t feel normal there is something inside as in.... “Am I like them, then why me?”
If those up was to be my reasons to turn sad I will probably destroy anything to feel better. And it can also drag ppl to totally lose control in some point where the cutting part may come.
I have cut myself yes and I know its bad and I am one of those ppl that is against it…but when it comes it comes its not like….”I am sad…very bored ….hmm RAZOR! Yay lets cut!!!”
U dont realize it…it just happens…at the time u feel hurt and see blood u think “God dammit that’s stupid” ,clean and stuff beside feeling better bc u got to show whatever u feel out…some ppl destroy stuff…most guys does . When they get angry they destroy anything they see, mirror, glass, webcam =P etc ….so should u make a new culture called “angry guys “for them?
Being an Emo doesn’t necessary mean “Look at me I am proud of my sadness” It’s a more like u getting to feel better, easier showing it out. U cant just judge ppl bc u think they are so and so. Problems can be too hard for someone to take. And I know what I am talking about. Feeling like u want to vanish, disappear to somewhere else where no one knows u. where u can feel really happy.
that out besides that Emo outfit rocks for most ppl, including me likes it. And I remember Matt mentioning that too saying that it’s cute <3



well…someone called me for a while…so I actually lost my thought…dunno what more I was going to say but that is it for now.

-waves- heyy Matt!

Argue contniued

Member warned

Topic Closed


Sorry Matt...blame Khay for that....if u want the request done open a new topic and avoid argueing and spam on it ....

I dont mind closing topics nor warning memeber so ^^

Matt....I dont think u want ur request topic closed.....

anyone flaming or going further with this argue is not tolerateable by me..the person will get warned and the topic will get closed....

^^

I did check it Matt........well I am still doing the GGG requests...so I needs kai's request done there....and I am not in the mood for graphic atm....not willing to search renders .....

-Topic Closed-

....Matt...sorry but whats the matter ?

...well I think...whatever I am off this topic.

-__-!!!!


well what should I say..... "a person that is emo" ...thats trouble some "an emo" is more easier



and I know I am off topic....

I feel like u r pointing at some certian someone...with u saying what u r saying...

But an Emo does not think he/she has the worst life...its that they beleive that they have bad life ...nothing bad about it right?

........Guys...u r really out of topic here -peeks at Matt-

-coughs- Matt.....-_-!!! u cant judge if ppl got bad life or not if u dont know them and thir lives.........

stop talking about emo's like if they are bad ppl <_<

I never said u made is

".if this is meant to grab kryashas attention."

Kryashas attention -_-!!!