How'd this happen? these usually say I'm the wimpy or littlest girl character

The wind blows. It grinds rocks to sand and casts it across the world to drift over wave and flame. The wind always is, has been, and will be and is thus unchanging. But it is always the catalyst for change. (A personal quote I made up myself. Poetic, no?) From the bearer of the sword of the black rose.

And apparently I'm the second Z so now My Z will change to Z2 out of respect for the Ze that got here first(lucky b******)

and I wanted to join this but it seems to be dead