Eh, I guess I'll post some old scribblings of mine.
Tithe.
A sacrifice.
A sacrifice of your heart.
Even though you said you wouldn't fall in love.
Even though you forbade yourself from sacrificing your being.
Even though you said "My thoughts are my own, and I shall share with no one..."
Even though you told yourself you wouldn't trust.
You find that you lied.
You find that you were mistaken.
You find yourself not caring.
Because love...truly, madly, deeply...is wonderful.
Even though you know it can only end in tears and another broken heart to mend.
You don't care.
You make the sacrifice.
You make the tithe.
You hope it's worth it.
You know it's worth it.
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Marked.
Hated.
Chosen to be the one,
To fall.
To flee.
To be sent away.
To count every day.
As a curse.
In the end.
Nothing will make it better.
Because I'm Marked.
By life.
To be the one that always fails.
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Betrayed.
Thrown Aside.
Ignored.
Forgotten.
Misused.
Abused.
Shoved Back.
Pushed Behind.
Left To Rot.
Chained to the Side.
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The Tenth Circle,
is where you go,
when you lie to yourself.
It's the last level of hell,
the worst level of hell,
the coldest level of hell.
It consumes you in life,
It mocks you in death,
All those broken promises.
To yourself,
To your family,
To your friends.
Sloth, Wrath, Greed, Pride,
Gluttony, Lust, Envy,
Lying to yourself is the worst.
Because it is the cause of all the others,
and really, if you lie to yourself,
How do you ever expect to live in any place but hell?
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Wake,
And see what stared you in the face,
For so long,
But you refused to see,
Out of fear,
Out of disbelief,
For your own twisted purposes?
Face what is true,
Face what you know,
Face what you think,
It's time to stop lying to yourself,
And make a decision,
It's time to Wake.
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They're all pretty much just musings. I got inspired by something, I'd jot down a few notes, and these are the results. <333