Hotagi101
Nov 10 2008, 05:32 PM
We all know how I wanted to create a personal sig style but it failed horribly... So I got to thinking... How can I remaster it and make it look amazing... and I came up with an Idea... instead of getting renders from other people... why not create my own renders

Then relate it to what I feel the most... the result is this <3

Inspired by the To Write Love On Her Arms foundation
I know it isn't that good... been a long time since I've touched photoshop xD But... honestly, I love it <3 Everybody else can use it if they want

It is meant to be shared and passed...
Don't know what TWLOHA is? Well here we go:
http://www.twloha.com/page.php?id=10 I'm a survivor of depression and anxiety (so is my lover Zeriah) so I support this foundation/organization to the max <3 I always celebrate TWLOHA day every year to let people know that I do know/understand... also their clothes rock to the max <3
zeriah
Nov 11 2008, 05:20 AM
Oh sure just tell everybody FAIL! haha

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Nice sig Matt. When you mean create your own renders does that mean it's your hand or something there?
Anyway I've never heard of that organization o.O lol
HinataIsUltimateNinja
Nov 11 2008, 05:27 AM
nice
"To Write Love On Her Arms"
*donates $100*
XD or shall i donate a pic of my arm with the word Love on it?
XD nice anywayz.
Hotagi101
Nov 11 2008, 06:25 AM
Pssshhh I thin it's something to be proud of

And you don't have to donate anything ^^ Just support people with depression <3 Also there clothes rock xD I've bought a few hoodies and shirts... but since I've started wearing them, so is the kids at school

No longer original but still getting the message around ^^
zeriah
Nov 11 2008, 08:11 AM
Oh sureeeeeee ignore me! D:
HinataIsUltimateNinja
Nov 11 2008, 12:41 PM
AW poor Ze!
and plus i kno.
I show my support by trying to help.
I have anxiety and depression to TT~TT
and *glompz Ze*
poor Ze, sorry that i can't be matt lolz!
oh wait.
*forces Matt to glomp Ze*
Hotagi101
Nov 11 2008, 02:29 PM
Lol I didn't ignore you

I said it is something you should be proud of being a survivor

But yes, everything will be my me and something that relates to me. That is going to be my style <3 Even the brushes I use are going to be made by me ^^
HinataIsUltimateNinja
Nov 11 2008, 02:43 PM
wow..
even ur computer?!
XD
hm...
are u making anymore dealing with TWLOHA?
Hotagi101
Nov 11 2008, 02:51 PM
Yep but not for sigs =/ I'm making a shirt for myself <3 and then I'm going to make an Above The Influence shirt/hoodie as well ^^
The next sig of mine is going to be drawn by me <3
HinataIsUltimateNinja
Nov 11 2008, 03:00 PM
coolz X3
hm.
i can try to make a sig for above the influence.
but thus i have no photoshop TT~TT
Hotagi101
Nov 11 2008, 03:07 PM
You totally should!!! Above The Influence rocks my socks <3
HinataIsUltimateNinja
Nov 11 2008, 03:18 PM
woo!
but it'll suckish!
zeriah
Nov 11 2008, 06:46 PM
Omg! I don't know if you answered my question or not. Does "But yes, everything will be my me and something that relates to me" mean it's your hand? lol
Also I didn't have depression that bad, I had it for about a year but then I stopped feeling sad when I got my life back on track. I have pretty bad anxiety still though =/
HinataIsUltimateNinja
Nov 11 2008, 07:08 PM
aw Ze...
well i am both XP
Hotagi101
Nov 11 2008, 08:51 PM
Yes, that is my hand xDDDD and Lol still you overcame that small depression and I'm sure you will be able to overcome that anxiety as well <3
I use to have depression... HORRIBLY!!! Lol like... extreme amounts lol
HinataIsUltimateNinja
Nov 11 2008, 09:00 PM
TT~TT
am i the only one still in depression?
((and omg. smexy hand lolz))
zeriah
Nov 11 2008, 10:03 PM
QUOTE (Hotagi101 @ Nov 12 2008, 12:51 PM)

Yes, that is my hand xDDDD and Lol still you overcame that small depression and I'm sure you will be able to overcome that anxiety as well <3
I use to have depression... HORRIBLY!!! Lol like... extreme amounts lol

<3 I guess I was lucky in a way. I mainly had it because my life was **** for a time but once I got it back on track I was happy again. So I don't even know if it was depression maybe what I had was just normal for my situation. Of course the shrink said it was. But you know what those asses are like xD Like I said I mainly have anxiety.
Hinata that sucks
HinataIsUltimateNinja
Nov 12 2008, 02:18 AM
-sigh-
yup.
but i am feeling a bit better.
i got my doujinshi projects started.
hm, i wonder if i know anyone else who knows about TWLOHA...
meira-anime
Nov 12 2008, 03:41 AM
TWLOHA..? *wipes tears* =C depression and anxiety..? *frowns* TWLOHA helps people with depression and anxiety..? is that it..? =O
Hotagi101
Nov 12 2008, 02:58 PM
Mostly but it helps everyone

Like people who do self mutilation to their body or give their body away to feel close to anyone...
And lmfao hahaha Therapists say you have it just so they can get paid

Though I too have anxiety still... social anxiety really. It's ok with people my age, but when I get to talking to people who like... a higher authority (like asking for a job from a manager or something) I get worried/fearful/paranoid. Though it use to be real bad... I use to have no friends
Yoshichu
Nov 12 2008, 04:23 PM
im interested to see your new sig, so can you host it in imageshack plz? im currently using the schools computer cus mine suck, so plz? if its not too much to do.
i know youre lazy and all =] lol j/k
Hotagi101
Nov 14 2008, 06:22 AM
Lol I don't know how to use imageshack xD *is total noob*
naruto13_
Nov 14 2008, 06:23 PM
QUOTE (Hotagi101 @ Nov 11 2008, 07:51 PM)

Yes, that is my hand xDDDD and Lol still you overcame that small depression and I'm sure you will be able to overcome that anxiety as well <3
I use to have depression... HORRIBLY!!! Lol like... extreme amounts lol

.. you have such a girly hand XD XD XD its like so .. smooth hahahah not that its a bad thing, its jsut funneh to me XD but i cant say much people make fun of my hands cause they are small and like super soft especially when they are cold ... so all through winter and sometimes in fall/Autumn
Hotagi101
Nov 14 2008, 10:17 PM
Lmao! I know I have girly hands xD You should see everybody at school, girls attack me with questions like 'How do you keep your hands so soft and clean.' They are also jealous of how pretty my nails are hahahaha It helps me score with the chicks

XD
HinataIsUltimateNinja
Nov 14 2008, 10:25 PM
-sigh-
i gotta say something positive now!
uh..
u gotta smexy hand lolz
naw, i am having the headache i get when i go through depression and/or anxiety.
Hotagi101
Nov 14 2008, 10:37 PM
Why are you going through depression Sarah-Chan? Do I have to beat someone up?! <3
HinataIsUltimateNinja
Nov 14 2008, 10:57 PM
XD
it's .... complicated.
-sigh-
people think i am crazy and weird and other stuff but how would I know?
I am growing up too...
with insecurities and worry.
But i am a great actress....
Hotagi101
Nov 14 2008, 11:06 PM

This is going to take the more emotional side of me =/ Sends me a PM NAO!!! We need to talk about this <3
HinataIsUltimateNinja
Nov 14 2008, 11:25 PM
-sigh-
can i just say u have a smexi hand? <3
XD i would say more but then i'd be showing the perverted side of me again lolz
meira-anime
Nov 14 2008, 11:42 PM
lol sis.. *hugs sis* T^T.. people call me a creep all the time.. ^^ i take it as a compliment... o.O which makes them think much worse about me.. lol.. XP oh.. and omg matt! nice hands er... hand.. XP.. not fair!.. guys keep asking me why my hands are like a guys.. T^T they're like.. big and rough.. i blame my dad.. lol.. jk..
Mouri Ran
Nov 15 2008, 05:21 AM
lol Meira..when I was a kid I was a "guy" whatever I did and said..but when u grow up ..u will have girly hands even if u dont want that ..
and Matt can u make me a sign? I mean if I gave u a render will u make me a sign out of it?
Yoshichu
Nov 15 2008, 08:01 PM
girl hands!!!
i finally saw the sig. =]
meira-anime
Nov 15 2008, 10:29 PM
NUUU!!! i'm getting used to my manly hands.. XP lol.. jk
Hotagi101
Nov 15 2008, 11:09 PM
QUOTE (Mouri Ran @ Nov 15 2008, 05:21 AM)

lol Meira..when I was a kid I was a "guy" whatever I did and said..but when u grow up ..u will have girly hands even if u dont want that ..
and Matt can u make me a sign? I mean if I gave u a render will u make me a sign out of it?
Sure Mouri ^^ But I don't think it would be any good =/ But i'll give it my best shot
QUOTE (Yoshichu @ Nov 15 2008, 08:01 PM)

girl hands!!!
i finally saw the sig. =]
Lol you saw it yet you don't comment xD And your just jealous of my hands
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