Sun, 28 Oct 2007 05:53:35 -0400 IP.Blog 60
I felt my heart skip a beat when she said yes, I never dreamed in my life that she would say yes. For so long I wanted to date her and now where together. I swear if anyone tries to ruin this I WILL MURDER THEM!!!!! JK But I'll probably tell them off. She loves being with me, she goes and talks to her friends about me and tells them how sweet I am. Today she lost her lunch money and I had four dollars left over from my lunch and gave it to her. She said no but I made her take it. And after luch she gave me a big kiss on the cheek. (Hey maybe thats what it was for) I still feel like this is all just a dream and I'm going to wake up and I'll be alone or still with that ***** of an ex GF kim. One of the things I love about her so much is that she is so hot. And she doesn't even have to try and be. My last one had to really work at it to try and look good. But I would still find something that would bother me. And it was usually the same thing. (ewwww the hair above the lip) I don't know how many times I asked her to wax because it was making me sick. Oh well I'm not bound to the hairlip, pancake chested, prude any more. I'm with Eboni now.

She tells me that she loves me and I feel the same, I knew when we first started dating I didn't think it was. I was probably still getting over the fact that I broke up with kim, because we dated for over a year. But now I know for sure that its love. She holds onto my arm and rests her head on my shoulder. Kim never did that, I was lucky if she put her arm around my back, wich was a very rare ocassion. Eboni actualy kisses me, kim only kissed me when I was REALLY mad at her and it was the only way to make me feel better. Wait I should take that back, because we did kiss alot, but it was usually me who leaned in. If I didn't then we would never kiss, it also took me eleven moths for her to finally ley me make out with her.

But she was even bad at that, she would lean away while we were kisses and stop only after a few seconds and say she had to go or something. She was also allover the place when she did it and was VERY sloppy. It was kind of nasty and after a while I didn't even want to that much. She wasn't cordinated with her mouth, so some times she would bite my lip over and over again and it wasn't very plesant. Half the time I couldn't understand her because she mumbled and had a weird speech pattern. AGH she also liked to sing a lot, and was the worst singger I had ever heard. She had this god awful voice that sounded like she was trying to get something out of her throught.

I havn't heard Eboni sing that much, (I havn'y heard her sing when she's serious) but I'm sure anything is better then kim's singing. God I think James Blunt is even better then her ( if you don't know who that is, its the guy that sings "your beautiful") I can actualy talk about anime and manga with Eboni, because she into it more then I'am. I don't get critisized about it like I did with freaking pancake chest. I can also so get her to laugh really hard and she says she doesn't laugh as hard as she does with me.

Well this is getting really long, and I didn't expect to start talking about my ex. All I wan't to say is I love my new perfect GF because I have found nothing wrong with her and I hope I don't.

I LOVE YOU EBONI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]]> Thu, 18 Oct 2007 13:24:00 -0400